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{09/24/2010}
Start anew….
{05/27/2010}
Update… Kinda ^^
{05/18/2010}
Revamp of May 7th hearing… TVXQ
Annie Cassie Pumacayo Vilca May 7 at 8:58am Reply
TVXQ 3 Members “The unfairness of the contract is grave” vs SM “The way we treat TVXQ is not bad compared to other agencies”
Three members of TVXQ (Xiah Junsu, YoungWoong Jaejoong, Micky Yoochun) and SM Entertainment had their first hearing today regarding an objection to the verdict on a contract suspension injunction that was made last year, and were unsuccessful in closing the gap between their conflicting stances.
The legal representatives of the three members of TVXQ and SM met at the Seoul District Courts at 5 p.m. on the 7th to state their stances on the lawsuit made by SM Entertainment regarding an objection to the contract suspension injunction verdict.
This hearing was held after SM filed for the lawsuit on April 12th as an objection to the partial acceptance verdict made by the Courts last year.
At the hearing, SM’s representative stated, “Compared to other agencies in Korea, TVXQ’s income division is not unfair,” and emphasized that TVXQ’s income division was not a pressing issue in the exclusive contract.
The representative also strongly questioned the three members’ action of signing a separate contract with their Japanese agency AVEX although only the contract suspension injunction, not the actual lawsuit, had been partially accepted by the Courts.
On the other hand, the three members’ representative stated, “The length and the income division section of the exclusive contract between SM and TVXQ is so unfair that the situation is very grave.”
The judge in charge of the hearing (Judge Choi Sung Joon) questioned both sides of the possibility of a settlement, but no groundbreaking outcome came of it.
The Courts asked both sides whether a settlement could be made if the contract was fixed but received different answers.
When the Courts asked both sides if a settlement would be possible if the Courts shortened the length of the exclusive contract and if the income division was made more equal SM’s representative said “Yes, a settlement would be possible,” but the three members’ side gave a skeptical answer and said, “The three members have lost their faith in SM and they think negatively of the prospect of working with the agency again.”
However, the three members’ side stated near the end of the hearing that, “If SM’s desires for a settlement are sincere, then I will talk to the three members and will report back to the Courts.”
On the other hand, Kim Young Min and Nam So Young attended the hearing as SM and SM Japan’s representatives respectively but none of the members of TVXQ attended. The Courts will examine all files submitted by both sides till the end of this month and reach a verdict regarding SM’s objection to the contract suspension injunction verdict.
{05/18/2010}
Capri Suns
Hello Interwebs!!! Im doing ok, I decided to take a break from school and find a job to help pay for my own expenses…. its so hard when u have no money and Im tired of asking for when I need it. I didnt completely fail this simester, however the overwhelming feeling of school is gonna take a while to adapt. Meanwhile Im going slowly “Get my head in the game” yea I made the pun :3 I’ll try to update as much as possible… Laterz all and Miyavi and Otakon is coming closer and closer >< I cant wait! <3
{04/15/2010}
April Blues….RaNt
not doing good in school, and got my first warning about academic probation…. ;/ hopefully I can bounce back from all of this but I just got some news that can actually make or break me… TVXQ may be no more… JaeChuSu made a new “unit” and are performing in June at the Tokyo Dome… I dont really know to feel about this. I will forever Keep The Faith but is it really over?
I highly doubt that the trio would close the door on there brothers HoMin, I think they want to encourage them to join them. I think Avex is a WAYYYYYYY BETTER CHOICE THAN FUCKING SME. fuck that they dont deserve to be capitalized, sme. HoMin please REALIZE what sm is doing to u!!!!! >_<, yes they founded you and thats great, but that doesnt give them the right to take over your lives completely!!!! Avex has more opportunities and will let u sing in both Korean and Japanese!!!! They treat u fair and give u what u deserve. sm just wants to control ur whole singing career and not let u branch out to do anything else.
As a Singer, u should want to develop and try ur hands in something different right? How About do that without the threat from this so called prescious company that decided to backstabb your brothers!!!! a professional company wouldnt turn around and sue there own artists… they would want to find out what they could do so both artist and company could get back to business… Fans are suffering so much, we dont know where to turn, who dont know who to trust, and noone is speaking up. we have YET to hear from HoMin and we’ve been getting lied to for almost a year. WTF is going on????
and update would be nice, a press conference is great. Questions must be answered, our voices should also be heard. I dont want to have to rely on allkpop.com for there news updates, with there awful comparisons and there shitty 2 cent comments in the articles. I want to hear FROM YOU… ur own mouths, not reporters, FROM YOU. I TRUST YOU! so while Im sitting here listeing to songs from yesteryear I cant help but wonder is this really it? Is this really the end of a group that called themselves more than friends? like family?… Please let me know when to give up on the faith or to still believe in it… because I just dont know anymore…
I dont blame anyone for this mess, I just want to hear the harmony of all 5 once again in my ears… thats all, but if that doesnt happen, I want all parties to al least be happy with the decison at hand….
Sorry for all of the errors, but i dont feel like proofreading right now….. gomen…. T^T
i typed in red because red is the symbol color for Cassies… and I am one
{03/24/2010}
Snap
gomen for the absence… I’ve taken a break from reality and stepped back into my own world… a break from the russel and bussel of the world around me. sorry in advance for the many grammical error’s that may appear…. seriously I just dont feel like checking anything. Im not in the mood for anything except my music, some friends and my boyfriend quietly whispering in my ear thats its ok…. School has started again and im slowly gaining my confidence back… I also started training in martial arts again. I want to be fit to run around when Ota comes around this year…
I cant wait for July… it cant get here fast enough… One of the only chances to excape from this overbearing, underestimating, devistating time… sorry if this entry sounds a bit “emoish” but thats what Im feeling right now. I cant help if my heart is heavy with lust, dissapointment,unsureness,love— blah…. just blah…. im gonna go watch some anime… that should help me get out of this funk…. ja matte ne…
{03/10/2010}
Hiding away…. but will u stay and say ok?
“Say Ok”
~I usally dont listen to american music these days… but this song that I love from Vanessa H. just happens to be on repeat at this moment~ Its been on repeat for the past 3 hours….. :X~
You are fine
You are sweet
But I’m still a bit naive with my heart
When you’re close I don’t breathe
I can’t find the words to speak
I feel sparks
But I don’t want to be into you
If you’re not looking for true love
No I don’t wanna start seein’ you
If I can’t be your only one
[Chorus]
So tell me when it’s not alright
When it’s not OK
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say OK? (Say OK)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it’s gonna be alright. That it’s gonna be OK)
Say OK.
When you call I don’t know if I should pick up the phone every time
I’m not like all my friends who keep calling up the boys, I’m so shy
But I don’t want to be into you
If you don’t treat me the right way
See I can only start seeing you
If you can make my heart feel safe (feel safe)
[Chorus]
When it’s not alright
When it’s not OK
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say OK? (Say OK)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it’s gonna be alright. That it’s gonna be OK
Don’t run away, don’t run away)
Let me know if it’s gonna be you
Boy, you’ve got some things to prove
Let me know that you’ll keep me safe
I don’t want you to run away so
Let me know that you’ll call on time
Let me know that you’ll help me shine
Will you wipe my tears away
Will you hold me close and say
[Chorus]
When it’s not alright
When it’s not OK
Will you try to make me feel better
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say OK? (Say OK)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it’s gonna be alright. That it’s gonna be OK)
Say OK
(Don’t run away, don’t run away)
(Say that it’s gonna be alright. That it’s gonna be OK, don’t run away)
Will you say OK
(Say that it’s gonna be alright. That it’s gonna be OK)
~My Head is cloudy…. filled to the brim with feelings I cant understand…. Im tossing and turning, not sleeping and my eating habits have been forgotten… Im missing school, coming up with excuses to not go… just to stay home and glue myself to my computer… looking for that outlet to spill out nothingness into the air. I cant really talk to anyone for fear that one will just pass off my steam for unimportant. Please hear me… Im NOT ok, but please tell me Im ok… Please tell me Im OK….. TT^TT~
{03/03/2010}
2nd of March 2010
Midterms are done, now I can finally start posting agian lol but not as much now since I have to start and finish my Final projects for class….. :/ lol anyway I got better grades than I thought(well on my midterms that is) I havent looked at my overall grade tho….. im so afraid… blah… anyways, to keep this blog more intresting I’m gonna start posting fanfics as well…. I’m a huge DBSK fan+YunJae shipper so expect some fics about them. of course all of the member’s will get there time in the spotlight… dont worry…. ok Im going to bed, I have a late class tonight and I dont want to oversleep…. @_@ or worse fall alseep in class……………………………………..
Later’s all…… <3
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{02/19/2010}
Gomen
sorry for not posting in a while… I fell behind in my work and had to catch up. Recap on the last couple of days! My boyfriend and I didnt go out valentines day, he made up for it last night and took me to a tasty diner… ^^ the name of the diner is called “Tastee’s” <3 Today were heading with some of our friends for a get together… I havent got to see much of them since I started school. School is going ok, Im not doing so well >< but i’ll try harder, having faith in DBSK will keep me going (AKTF!!!) ok going to keep this short…. I’ll post later tonight after the “party”. hopefully nothing bad happens…… @_@
{02/14/2010}
Be Mine?
Valentines Day is tommorow… My boyfriend and I have no special plans. Im happy yet Im sad. Valentines Day is a day for lovers right? Is it custom to make this day wonderful for you and your spouse? Were not your average couple, I guess…. we show our love differently. I was questioned not to long ago if I really DID love my boyfriend or was he just a placment until I find the one I truely love. Thats not true, But being hurt in the past, does cloud my judgement to wether this is what a girfriend “should or shouldnt do.”
I have alot of Guy friends, Most who I’ve known for a very long time. I asked my Boyfriend before we even made it official, if he was gonna be a ok with that. I wasnt gonna change my lifestyle as much for him. Hopefully you dont consider that to be mean but I want my lover to love me just the way I am. I’ve been wearing a mask ever since my mother passed away. Keeping my true self hidden and living the way other people wanted me to live. It wasnt until I found out my father passed that I realized, life was to short to live by someone else’s rules. Why not live life to the fullest and go about things your own way? My family is somewhat traditional. Untraditional is how I grew up.
Enough with the somber stuff =^-^=, Im just happy right now, Trying to do my best in an unforgiving world. Attempting to make my mark in said world. I hope I dont dissapoint you all… Je matte ne! <3
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